Someone called, pourings all sadness and unhappiness to me... I've tried my best to make her feel better... but at the same time i really dun wish to be a hypocrite.. haizz.. I tried to explain it in a nice way so that it wun hurt dat bad.. BUT why is it so hard for it to get thru ur head?! aiyo.. i dun understand lah.. maybe i do a lil, love is blind..

When u love someone too much, and he/she hurts u... u'll do anything to make things the way they are before... which is impossible... and to stop the hurt that u r feelin, u'll do anthing to make it go away... even if it means beggin her/him or ignoring watever wrongs that they did... Each day, we hope that he/ she will change and be like before... reality hurts.. but that's wat we have to face... He/ she has changed... even if we cry day and nite, things wun be as before... Cuz he/she had caused a scar in u... though u said u will forgive him/her, deep deep down inside u'll still feel the anger forhim/her cuz of wat he/she had done to u...

My advice to whom it may concern, I really dun think its worth it to be wif someone who dun deserve ur love, care and concern... cuz u wun get anything good in return... only sadness, hurt and unhappiness... yes, it's true that every couple might have yto go thru obstacles and hardships... but do u think that it's worth being wif someone when 3/4 of the time u r feel unhappy?! and only u r feeling all the unhappiness while he/she feels nothing..? Dun let him/her ruin ur life...

If he/she is meant to be urs, it will be one day... U will never know wat life have in store for u... Dun lose hope, at least thru these experiences u have learnt some valuable lesson which others might not have... or maybe from these experiences u cld look back and think where it actually went wrong... maybe the faults lies wif u without u realising it...

Watever it is, dun lose hope.. It takes time to love and trust someone... One day u will find happiness... Insyallah....

nniinnaa 12:06 am