I've not been blogging much this few days...

I've just lost one of my loves one..

My one and only bro..

It was shocking for the whole family..

We r gonna miss him so much..

If only we knew..

What I regret so much was not able to see him for the last few wks, or even get to talk to him..

I didn't appreciate it when he was around.

Sometimes i even blame him for some unhappiness..

Right now, no matter how hard i wish and pray for a brother, i will not have him anymore...

I couldn't believe it when the police called my home..

I told myself that I wun believe it until i saw his body being carried in to my home...

It's was hurting to see him lying there lifeless...

I touched his face, just to feel the coldness...

I wished he would just wake up and give us a chance to say a final goodbye..

Now all we have is his bloody shirt, and helmet..

So many ppl that i knew, told me that they had seen the accident.

Things gonna be different for me and my family now..

But all that we can do now is to pray for him...

We love him, But Allah S.W.T, love him more..

Today is his son's 3rd Birthday, and it's been 7 days since he passed away...

I dunno wat to feel..

nniinnaa 1:56 pm