Hey you...

I saw you yesterday...
My bus passed by town...
and i prayed and prayed that i wld not see you walking arnd town...

as i was rching my destination...
i saw ur car...
I saw u...
wearing dat black zara shirt which i chose...

but beside you,
it wasn't me...

I know we r not fated...
Everynite, i'd pray and beg dat God help me to forget you...

But it just get harder everytime i heard from ppl saying dey saw u...
I'm tired doing this...
While u run happily...
Here i am, answering to ppl when they asked about u...
I dun want to tell ppl wat a jerk u r...
But u r showing it to dem, urself...

Hey,
I really dun understand why im still crying so hard...
I shldn't i know..

All this while, i nvr tell my family anything bad about you...
Cuz i dun want dem to haf a bad impression on you...
I keep it to myself...
suffering in silence...
Curling up, crying alone in the dark cuz im scared to sleep
i know im gonna haf nightmare abt you..
and everytime its about u..
It'll happen...
I dunno why...

It's getting tiring...
Dat i haf to go thru this all over again...
Thks so much for causing the hurt...
and run...
leaving me to face it alone...

I truly hate u so much...
I dun want to see u ever again...
I dun even want to hear or say ur name...


When one day, God show u what u can't see now...
I hope u'll learnt your lesson...
Not everyone can do wat i did for you all these years...

u were nothing when i was wif you...
I stand by you, supporting you...
Gave u everyting u wanted to make u happy...

Now,
when u haf everything...
U left...
to enjoy ur life...

nniinnaa 12:25 pm