I'm sad...
My mum threw away my tenderheart carebear...
Cldn't blamed her... She didn't know that it was from him...

I wun find another one like tat...
Even if i do find, it wun be the same...
cuz i rec that one when it was full of love...

Believe it or not..
i still have my blue rose which he gave me 5 yrs ago.. for our 1 yr anniversary...
he said there's only 1 stalked of rose, cuz it marked our 1st yr together...
Sweet huh?!

lucky i still keep some of the things he gave...
cuz he only do these kind of thing ONCE....
haha!

So cute, when the first time i rec my blue rose from him... it made my day... when i went hm, to see a bouquet of flower on my bed.. a pity he cldn't hand it to me personally, cuz at that time he had to go for soccer training, and he had to pass it to my sis instead... if he had handed to me personally, i swear i would break dwn in front of him... and smiled ear to ear...

i was touched, though that wasnt the first time i rec flower from a guy.. but it mean alot... dats why i still have it wif me till now...

I missed those times.... When my relationship was pure and innocent...
Niwae, all these wun happen again... at least i get to feel it once, the happiness of receiving a flower, a bear, from someone i love alot... maybe at that time he can't see it...
but this small little thing he did, made me happy...
I can't rmbr if i've ever thanked him for all these sweet things he did...

Niwae,

Thanks aiyed..
These sweet memories u gave, are the strength that keep me going no matter how hard it is...

nniinnaa 2:22 pm