I know i'm being emotional right now. But i just can't help it. Now, whenever i heard from my friends, my loves ones about their problems in their love life. I just get readily stirred by emotions andupset. I understand what they are going through. But all i can do is just to give words of comfort.

anyways, had that heart "ache" again. I can't breath. and i feel scared. I know why i feel that way. and i asked whoever caused it, but was told that there was nothing. but if it's a lie, i'll find out anyway. Why do i still have this? Is it cause my feeling was so strong.

big big "W". i just want it to be gone. I don't wanna care, I don't wanna know anything. It's non of my business anymore. Please just take away this special "instinct" or whatever they call it.

I need peace. Really.

nniinnaa 4:26 pm