
Thursday, August 30, 2007
She feels like everyone hates her...
especially the one who left her alone...
even now, she's hates herself so much that she's doin harm to herself..
She can't smile anymore...
She smiles on the outside, but crying on the inside..
cries that no one cld hear...
self destruction is all she thinks about..
No matter wat ppl say, she just dun care anymore..
she stops loving ppl, the things around and even herself...
she wonders why so many things happen to her in just a short time..
How will she handle this, alone...
She prays hard that she will be given the strength to hold on,
everytime she felt like her world is crumbling dwn...
and she just wonder,
where are the arms that used to hold her tight when she's feeling weak and helpless?
where are the voice that just say a few words and everything became alright?
Where is the smile that brighten up her day?
It's gone...
She's alone now..
empty..
Take her life, take her pain away...
Before she do it herself..
nniinnaa
4:13 pm