
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
My dearest babes whom i hold dear in my heart...
You all have been supportive of me...
I know you all care alot about me...
I'm touched...
Truly...
Babes, you have never failed to be there for me...
I really don't know what i'll ever do without you all by my side...
In front of you all...
I tried hard to be happy, to smile cause i don't want you all to worry about me anymore...
but sometimes i just can't hold it back...
I admit, i'm weak...
and it's embarrasing that everytime i have to show you this weakness of mine...
Sometimes i wished i was smarter & stronger...
Than maybe i wldn't be cheated like this time and again...
You all....
Thanks for listening to me...
Thanks for the night smses asking me if i'm okay...
Thanks for the calls to check if i'm doing fine...
Thanks for the hugs...
Thanks so much for being there all the time...
I'll get thru this again...
I did the other time...
You'll see the noisy, crappy and crazy me in time to come okay...
I know you all can't wait to make fun of me again kan..
hee!
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kenapa ada derita,
bila bahagia tercipta,
kenapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan
aku pulang, tanpa dendam,
kuterima kekalahanku
aku pulang,tanpa dendam
kusalutkan kemenanganmu
~Sheila on 7
nniinnaa
11:54 pm