<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar/8153534?origin\x3dhttp://enamor-ed.blogspot.com', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script> <iframe src="http://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID=3054107564476057249&blogName=url.blogspot.com&publishMode=PUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT&navbarType=BLACK&layoutType=CLASSIC&homepageUrl=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2F&searchRoot=http%3A%2F%2Furl.blogspot.com%2Fsearch" height="30px" width="100%" marginwidth="0" marginheight="0" scrolling="no" id="navbar-iframe" frameborder="0"></iframe> <div id="space-for-ie"></div>
Welcome to enamor-ed.blogspot.com
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
HURT

I dunno how to take it all in...
If only i've just acted ignorant... if only i didn't probe too much...
I wouldn't have found out all this rite...

I dunno why, it just hurt... and the most hurting is, i have to pretend and acted like im okay... when the fact was, i just wanna run away... run.... as what i always did...

i was holding bck the tears, till my eyes hurt... yet i still have to carve a smile on my face, so he wun go bck feeling sad and hurt...

I dun mind the past... everyone have one... be it good or bad...
but this.... really, i need time to accept it... and swallow it in...


ALLAH, pls pls... help me go thru this...
Watever it is... the feeling won't change...
pray hard it wun...

nniinnaa 9:13 am