Tuesday, August 18, 2009
be with myself
Im working, but my mind and heart is somewhere else...
Im working, but im just staring and keying in nothing at my pc....
I need to focus.... Crucial period for me... everything came in chunk, last minute teachers asking me to do this and that...
been goin for Late lunch, and make it worst.. i cn't swallow anything as i used to.... it'll all be wasted, even the tea i drank as advise by my cuzzie, makes my stomach rumbles...
Sometimes cldn't even hear my collegues calling me, im so deep in my thoughts and trying and trying to figure out some things that need to be solved yet still cldn't find the ans to no matter how much i think and think and think....
I want to be alone, to find the peace that i used to enjoy, i dun have to think abt this or that...
can i?!
really wished i could go somewhere, for awhile, alone.... be with myself... i need dat badly...
nniinnaa
11:35 am
Mimi
Ramzah